“I was so desperate one day, after hours of crying my eyes out, that I turned to GIFT to ask for help.
“Knowing I now have help with food packages, tutoring, clothes, food vouchers and their unwavering kind and caring support, gives me the drive to move forward. We get a chicken voucher each week so that I can provide a shabbat meal, because it is impossible to buy kosher when you have no money.
“I find it hard to give the children a balanced meal on a regular day when I can’t even pay our bills. It is not like I am not working.
“I work full time because I want to set a good example for my kids. There have been countless times when I’ve told them mummy wasn’t hungry, so they could eat while I went without.
“I don’t know anyone in my position that hasn’t told their kids that at some point. I lost any sense of pride a long time ago. I wouldn’t be getting help now if I didn’t ask for it.
“My kids know there are no presents on birthdays or holidays, but that doesn’t seem to bother them.
“When we go for a food shop, they always thank me for the food. I don’t know many other children who do that.
“I’m sure they find it difficult seeing their peers go on holiday, but this is our reality. It wasn’t easy before, but it is even harder now.”
